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25/11/2005..Sigh, this morning got to know the result of wxes2206. although this time i passed this subject, i’m not really happy with that coz i should get better than that >.< What to do, as this is the outcome of what i’ve studied..I really try hard to achieve my target but looked like the target is far away from me. Other people may say that " Hey..you should be feel satisfied coz you oledi passed this subject" .I always tell myself that i can get better than that but it always ended up with what im not expected. =( Anyway..hopefully the others subject can score higher than this.

21/11/2005..today is the last day for my final exam Although i should feel happy that i dont have to touch the books for only 2 weeks(holidays), when i think of the outcome of my final exam then i will tend to be very scared and worry coz im wondering what CGPA that i will get this time. Others people may said that "dont have to take it so hard" but this semester is very important to me as i need to get more than 3.00++ so that it will help me in my coming industry training. Sometimes i’m wondering that i studied so hard oledi but still cannot achieve the target that i had set.. =( what to do..coz i did my best oledi and the rest juz leave it to god to decide lor..dont you think so? No matter what, i muz study harder for this coming semester lor..if not, i need to knock my head to the WALL lor..DIE HARD..=) …When i think of the questions that im unable to answer, it really makes me feel so sad as i studied like hell but didn’t get what i deserved…sIGH..maybe i’m not hardworking enough lor..next time i muz change my strategic of studying lor..coz as a human, we muz stay flexible as we all also dont like to be controlled by only one way and we always like to be given as many choices as possible ar..hehe

Walau..on 6/12/2005, i need to register the courses for 2nd year 2nd semester liao..so KELIAN..Hopefully i get all pass lor, if not im really in big troubles lor. this coming semester will be very busy lor coz the duration of the courses that we are going to take is very compact and all the exams will be settled in one week. Thus, i will cry like a baby coz dont know how to finish the revision for all courses lor..SIGH..hopefully "teacher" will has a better planned for me lor..